Day SeventyEight

- Home To Many -

That is, my heart.

After struggling to define stability and its elements;

after trying to locate it and picture it 

and after shifting it from land to land

I find it here within me.

And its elements are the feelings of comfort

its picture includes friendly faces

and what I carry is the other end of the bond created.

It strengthens me; though I thought it would weaken me.

It creates me; though I thought it would destroy me.

It is home

when I thought I was homeless.

Alex said the other day,

'Home is where the notes are'

in an honest joke

of how we have made each other home

and have done so through notes.

Then again,

Kyr, whose art I am a great fan of

and who so delicately expresses herself in colours

messaged me just now to say how Home To Many

inspires her

and that with the way I see the world 

through mind and heart

I am able to 

change someone for the better.

I got goosebumps.

Who, me I can inspire?

I have readers?

Of course I do.

And it's the fear of sounding arrogant that would make me doubt that I do.

Because of course I write for people to read.

Of course I write to inspire.

And I'm glad it gets expanded

even through 'hard' times.

And then I told Kyr,

<<It's been a hard road to get here and it still is hard to be able to keep the light shining..>>

and she told me to write about it.

And really,

I don't know what to focus on;

that it seems so unpleasant to the self when it's happening

or that the self comes out confident and bright

like nothing happened.

How can I be writing about emotional and psychological struggles

in a flourishing garden?

I think I made it yo,

I think I'm happy!

by Kyr.

#firetoinspire